I found it interesting this addiction can be tracked to a certain event in our lives that triggered a defense memory within our brains. Every time this memory is triggered on like manner we act out in the same way. I thought I would pass this on to see if I am the only one that had felt like this. I would enjoy kmowing I was lot alone in feeling this way in the past. there is a way to over come this would you like to know more email me. What do you have to loose?